11/5/17 Tale to tell

Today was a crazy day for me. Two examinations in one day are crazy enough for an university student. It was even crazier when you receive a warning message from your friend, saying do not go to the university, it is dangerous, while you are in the goodbye senior party at the university. I could not it was lucky that I check the message too late. The news still could make me shocked and ran to the corridor to see if something happens. Everything seems fine from my eyes at that moment. After I got back to my dorm, I just realized what had happened two hours ago. I recognized that there was going to be a mob event at the university. It should be a safe creative mob discussing how our social was (sorry I cannot said it straightforward) but this mob was cancelled by the law. At the moment that I remembered my friends told me they were going to attend this event, I immediately contacted them if they are fine. It gave a relief to me that they are safe at their dorms. Ten minutes passed, a friend of my boyfriend texted me that my boyfriend was missing. I thought there was nothing and he was overreacting. After he told me that my boyfriend's mother worried about him, it came to be serious problem. His friend told me further that my boyfriend contacted him to borrow a gas gun. I thought it was his black comedy but his friend said his voice was serious. I made a call to his phone and his brother-in-law answered the phone. I was told that he went outside three hours ago without wearing any clothes and was also drunk. Several things came in my mind. Confusion, anxiety, fear, sadness and headache.  I was worried that anything bad was going to occur, either an accident or a brawl. I was also afraid that I am going to lose him forever. Sadness followed as if I would not have a chance to see him again. I tried to find the cause if his drunk and action. I was guilty that I might be the cause of his trouble. All was too much to bare. I was about to give up and cry. Fortunately, my friends cheered me up and said Everyone tried their best to find him and I had to be strong. Finally, I found him sleeping at his another friend. I felt both relieved he was safe and angry at him that he made everyone worried to death. This day drained me all my energy that I want to sleep death to the world.